today i...

know that there could be a million things that surround me with happiness in my life at any given time, but none of it counts when you are missing the one thing that makes you need not one of those other things to truly be happy 

better left unsaid...but true

PSA...to those that find it fun to let untruthful words grace your tongue and fly into the ears/hearts/minds of others...you are only hurting yourself...to those that believe/listen to the lies instead of going to the source and having a pure heart/mind...you are becoming the company they keep...the world is hard enough we should be believing and building up those that we know and love, not the opposite...if you have listened to the slander and either not shut it down or defended that person, then you are just as much of a slanderer.  there is NO true relationship that cares about an overheard secret, and gossip is just a tool used to distract people who have nothing better to do from feeling jealous, hurtful, or vengeful of those few of us still remaining with noble hearts.  

better left unsaid...but true

i wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy...

today i...

am being denied by the one who I would never deny...some minds refuse to listen to hearts...for fear, lack of faith and thinking that the mind knows best...I've always known hearts can't be silenced no matter how hard the mind tries.  it's truly a shame when the heart is denied because that tissue might as well be forever dead...like a smokers lungs, the heart becomes blacker...but good thing I know different, and my heart will never turn black because it directs my soul and will forever directs my life, no matter how fearful, complicated, or scary, the end game is usually worth it.